J·K·罗琳在哈佛大学毕业典礼上的演讲
今年6月5日是哈佛大学的毕业典礼,请来的演讲嘉宾是《哈利波特》的作者J.K.罗琳女士。
《哈利.波特》的作者罗琳于6月5日参加了哈佛大学2008年的毕业典礼,被授予荣誉学位,并作为特邀嘉宾做了标题为《The Fringe Benefits of Failure, and the Importance of Imagination》(失败的额外收益与想象力的重要性)的演讲。以下,是译言的翻译。
标题:《失败的额外收益与想象力的重要性》(原文)
作者:J.K.罗琳
President Faust, members of the Harvard Corporation and the Board of Overseers, members of the faculty, proud parents, and, above all, graduates.
浮士德主席,哈佛公司和监察委员会的各位成员,大学的员工,自豪的父母,以及所有的毕业生们:
The first thing I would like to say is 'thank you.' Not only has Harvard given me an extraordinary honour, but the weeks of fear and nausea I've experienced at the thought of giving this commencement address have made me lose weight. A win-win situation! Now all I have to do is take deep breaths, squint at the red banners and fool myself into believing I am at the world's best-educated Harry Potter convention.
首先我想说的是“谢谢你们”。这不仅因为哈佛给了我非比寻常的荣誉,而且为了这几个礼拜以来,由于想到这次毕业典礼演说而产生的恐惧与恶心让我减肥成功。这真是一个双赢的局面!现在我需要做的就是一次深呼吸,眯着眼看着红色的横幅,然后欺骗自己,让自己相信正在参加世界上受到最好教育群体的哈立波特大会。
Delivering a commencement address is a great responsibility; or so I thought until I cast my mind back to my own graduation. The commencement speaker that day was the distinguished British philosopher Baroness Mary Warnock. Reflecting on her speech has helped me enormously in writing this one, because it turns out that I can't remember a single word she said. This liberating discovery enables me to proceed without any fear that I might inadvertently influence you to abandon promising careers in business, law or politics for the giddy delights of becoming a gay wizard.
做毕业典礼演说是一个重大的责任,我的思绪回到了自己的那次毕业典礼。那天的演讲者是一位英国的杰出哲学家 Baroness Marry Warnock. 对她演讲的回忆对我写这篇演讲稿帮助巨大,因为我发现她说的话我居然一个字都没有记住。这个发现让我释然,使我得以继续写完演讲稿,我不用再担心,那种想成为"gay wizard"(harry porter中的魔法大师)的眩晕的愉悦,可能会误导你们放弃在商业、法律、政治领域的大好前途。
You see? If all you remember in years to come is the 'gay wizard' joke, I've still come out ahead of Baroness Mary Warnock. Achievable goals: the first step towards personal improvement.
你们看,如果你们在若干年后能记住“gay wizard”这个笑话,我就比Barkoness Mary Warnock有进步了。所以,设定一个可以实现的目标是个人进步的第一步。
Actually, I have wracked my mind and heart for what I ought to say to you today. I have asked myself what I wish I had known at my own graduation, and what important lessons I have learned in the 21 years that has expired between that day and this.
实际上,我已经绞尽脑汁、费劲心思去想今天我应该讲什么好。我问自己:我希望在自己毕业那天已经知道的是什么,而又有哪些重要的教训是我从那天开始到现在的21年间学会的。
I have come up with two answers. On this wonderful day when we are gathered together to celebrate your academic success, I have decided to talk to you about the benefits of failure. And as you stand on the threshold of what is sometimes called 'real life', I want to extol the crucial importance of imagination.
我想到了两个答案。在今天这个愉快的日子,我们聚在一起庆祝你们学习上的成功时,我决定和你们谈谈失败的收益。另外,当你们如今处于“现实生活”的入口处时,我想向你们颂扬想象力的重要性。
These might seem quixotic or paradoxical choices, but please bear with me.
我选择的这两个答案似乎如同歌德式幻想一样不切实际,或者显得荒谬,但是请容忍我讲下去。
Looking back at the 21-year-old that I was at graduation, is a slightly uncomfortable experience for the 42-year-old that she has become. Half my lifetime ago, I was striking an uneasy balance between the ambition I had for myself, and what those closest to me expected of me.
对于我这样一个已经42岁的人来说,回头看自己21岁毕业时的情景,并不是一件舒服的事情。我的前半生之前,我一直在自己内心的追求与最亲近的人对我的要求之间进行不自在的抗争。
I was convinced that the only thing I wanted to do, ever, was to write novels. However, my parents, both of whom came from impoverished backgrounds and neither of whom had been to college, took the view that my overactive imagination was an amusing personal quirk that could never pay a mortgage, or secure a pension.
我曾确信我自己唯一想做的事情是写小说。但是我的父母都来自贫穷的家庭,都没有上过大学,他们认为我的异常活跃的想象力只是滑稽的个人怪癖,并不能用来付抵押房产,或者确保得到退休金。
They had hoped that I would take a vocational degree; I wanted to study English Literature. A compromise was reached that in retrospect satisfied nobody, and I went up to study Modern Languages. Hardly had my parents' car rounded the corner at the end of the road than I ditched German and scuttled off down the Classics corridor.
他们希望我再去读个专业学位,而我想去攻读英国文学。最后,达成了一个双方都不甚满意的妥协:我改学外语。可是等到父母一走开,我立刻报名学习古典文学。
I cannot remember telling my parents that I was studying Classics; they might well have found out for the first time on graduation day. Of all subjects on this planet, I think they would have been hard put to name one less useful than Greek mythology when it came to securing the keys to an executive bathroom.
我忘了自己是怎么把学古典文学的事情告诉父母的了,他们也可能是在我毕业那天才第一次发现。在这个星球上的所有科目中,我想他们很难再发现一门比希腊神学更没用的课程了。
I would like to make it clear, in parenthesis, that I do not blame my parents for their point of view. There is an expiry date on blaming your parents for steering you in the wrong direction; the moment you are old enough to take the wheel, responsibility lies with you. What is more, I cannot criticise my parents for hoping that I would never experience poverty. They had been poor themselves, and I have since been poor, and I quite agree with them that it is not an ennobling experience. Poverty entails fear, and stress, and sometimes depression; it means a thousand petty humiliations and hardships. Climbing out of poverty by your own efforts, that is indeed something on which to pride yourself, but poverty itself is romanticised only by fools.
我想顺带着说明,我并没有因为他们的观点而抱怨他们。现在已经不是抱怨父母引导自己走错方向的时候了,如今的你们已经足够大来决定自己前进的路程,责任要靠自己承担。而且,我也不能批评我的父母,他们是希望我能摆脱贫穷。他们以前遭受了贫穷,我也曾经贫穷过,对于他们认为贫穷并不高尚的观点我也坚决同意。贫穷会引起恐惧、压力,有时候甚至是沮丧。这意味着小心眼、卑微和很多艰难困苦。通过自己的努力摆脱贫穷确实是件很值得自豪的事情,但只有傻瓜才对贫穷本身夸夸其谈。
What I feared most for myself at your age was not poverty, but failure.
我在你们这个年龄的时候,最害怕的不是贫穷,而是失败。
At your age, in spite of a distinct lack of motivation at university, where I had spent far too long in the coffee bar writing stories, and far too little time at lectures, I had a knack for passing examinations, and that, for years, had been the measure of success in my life and that of my peers.
在你们这个年龄,尽管我明显缺少在大学学习的动力,我花了很多时间在咖啡吧写故事,很少去听课,但是我知道通过考试的技巧,当然,这也是好多年来评价我,以及我同龄人是否成功的标准。
I am not dull enough to suppose that because you are young, gifted and well-educated, you have never known hardship or heartbreak. Talent and intelligence never yet inoculated anyone against the caprice of the Fates, and I do not for a moment suppose that everyone here has enjoyed an existence of unruffled privilege and contentment.
我想说,并不是我太迟钝,我觉得你们还不曾知道什么是艰难困苦,或者什么是心碎的感觉,因为你们还年轻,而且天资聪明,受到良好教育。但是天赋和智商还未能使任何人免于命运无常的折磨,我从来不认为这里的每个人已经享有平静的恩典和满足。
However, the fact that you are graduating from Harvard suggests that you are not very well-acquainted with failure. You might be driven by a fear of failure quite as much as a desire for success. Indeed, your conception of failure might not be too far from the average person's idea of success, so high have you already flown academically.
然而,你们能从哈佛毕业这个现实表明,你们对失败还不是很熟悉,对于失败的恐惧与对于成功的渴望可能对你们有相同的驱动力。确实,你们对于失败的概念可能与普通人的成功差不了太多。你们在学习这方面已经站得相当高了!
Ultimately, we all have to decide for ourselves what constitutes failure, but the world is quite eager to give you a set of criteria if you let it. So I think it fair to say that by any conventional measure, a mere seven years after my graduation day, I had failed on an epic scale. An exceptionally short-lived marriage had imploded, and I was jobless, a lone parent, and as poor as it is possible to be in modern Britain, without being homeless. The fears my parents had had for me, and that I had had for myself, had both come to pass, and by every usual standard, I was the biggest failure I knew.
当然,最终我们所有人不得不为自己决定什么是失败的组成元素,但是如果你愿意的话,世界很愿意给你一堆的标准。基于任何一种传统标准,我可以说,仅仅在我毕业7年后,我经历了一次巨大的失败。我突然间结束了一段短暂的婚姻,失去了工作。作为一个单身妈妈,而且在这个现代化的英国,除了不是无家可归,你可以说我有多穷就有多穷。我父母对于我的担心,以及我对自己的担心都成了现实,从任何一个通常的标准来看,这是我知道的最大失败。
Now, I am not going to stand here and tell you that failure is fun. That period of my life was a dark one, and I had no idea that there was going to be what the press has since represented as a kind of fairy tale resolution. I had no idea how far the tunnel extended, and for a long time, any light at the end of it was a hope rather than a reality.
现在,我不会站在这里和你们说失败很好玩。我生命的那段时间非常的灰暗,那时我还不知道我的书会被新闻界认为是神话故事的革命,我也不知道这段灰暗的日子要持续多久。那时候的很长一段时间里,任何出现的光芒只是希望而不是现实。
So why do I talk about the benefits of failure? Simply because failure meant a stripping away of the inessential. I stopped pretending to myself that I was anything other than what I was, and began to direct all my energy into finishing the only work that mattered to me. Had I really succeeded at anything else, I might never have found the determination to succeed in the one arena I believed I truly belonged. I was set free, because my greatest fear had already been realised, and I was still alive, and I still had a daughter whom I adored, and I had an old typewriter and a big idea. And so rock bottom became the solid foundation on which I rebuilt my life.
那么我为什么还要谈论失败的收益呢?仅仅是因为失败意味着和非我的脱离,失败后我找到了自我,不再装成另外的形象,我开始把我所有的精力仅仅放在我关心的工作上。如果我在其他方面成功过,我可能就不会具备要求在自己领域内获得成功的决心。我变得自在,因为我已经经历过最大的恐惧。而且我还活着,我有一个值得我自豪的女儿,我有一个陈旧的打字机和很不错的写作灵感。我在失败堆积而成的硬石般的基础上开始重筑我的人生。
You might never fail on the scale I did, but some failure in life is inevitable. It is impossible to live without failing at something, unless you live so cautiously that you might as well not have lived at all – in which case, you fail by default.
你们可能不会经历像我那么大的失败,但生活中面临失败是不可避免的。永远不失败是不可能,除非你活得过于谨慎,这样倒还不如根本就没有在世上生活过,因为你从一开始就失败了。
Failure gave me an inner security that I had never attained by passing examinations. Failure taught me things about myself that I could have learned no other way. I discovered that I had a strong will, and more discipline than I had suspected; I also found out that I had friends whose value was truly above rubies.
失败给了我内心的安宁,这种安宁是顺利通过测验考试获得不了的。失败让我认识自己,这些是没法从其他地方学到的。我发现自己有坚强的意志,而且,自我控制能力比自己猜想的还要强,我也发现自己拥有比红宝石更真的朋友。
The knowledge that you have emerged wiser and stronger from setbacks means that you are, ever after, secure in your ability to survive. You will never truly know yourself, or the strength of your relationships, until both have been tested by adversity. Such knowledge is a true gift, for all that it is painfully won, and it has been worth more to me than any qualification I ever earned.
从挫折中获得的知识越充满智慧、越有力,你在以后的生存中则越安全。除非遭受磨难,你们不会真正认识自己,也没法知道你们之间关系有多铁。这些知识才是真正的礼物,他们比我曾经获得的任何资格证书更为珍贵,因为这些是我经历过痛苦后才获得的。